Today is my last night in vegas and its halloween! I should be happy. All my patnas are over here and were having tons of fun but I’ve been here since thursday and by now im just hella tired. Im done with this town. It’s suppose to be big tonight cuz of halloween but right now I don’t wanna be here. Honestly I love my friends and I know we out here for a reason but I’ve had enough of this place. Ive done everything I needed to do. Where do I wanna be? I wanna be laying down with my baby right now in fremont and just hold her tight and let her know that I love her and I ain’t gn let her go. I’ve been acting like an asshole lately and that’s not me. If I hurt you, im truly sorry. And I really mean that. I guess this place changes you but it wont change me. Im stronger than that and there’s more important things waiting for me at home. I Want to sleep for like 3 days straight with my baby. Im super lucky and I should be thankful. I might not be making any sense right now but I dont care.I never wanna see you sad or crying. I want you to be smiling and laughing and I know that’s not how it is right now but we’ll work on it tmrw. I love you Trisha Paule.